How can I explain this pain to you? It's as if you are standing at the edge of a cliff but nothing is behind you nothing in front of you and darkness is falling down on you. There is no room to sit The ground is breaking beneath your feet. You can't move! You scream but you don't know if anyone will hear you. You don't know if anyone will look for you. The terrible things that leak from your mind Telling you "You're out of time." Suddenly there isn't enough air to breathe. Your lungs become hungry. Your eyes dry Your throat empty No sounds are allowed to pass. Your heart beats~ but with each beat It's a punch to your lungs That already can not inflate. These are the feelings I feel When depression takes hold of me.
The Coffee Camper is a 5x10 Teardrop camper that was turned into an espresso/coffee traveling cart. She is dressed and ready to go to camp grounds, events, and business's to serve hot, yummy, delicious beverages. There is also poetry sprinkled through out the blog.