Chasing your dream

Oh my, Yes please

Oh my God, 

It's been awhile

Everywhere you touched

Screamed "Yes"

for Miles

My toes just curled...

Oh, you've done that before?

for me, that was new.

My legs haven't tightened so much

Really?
 you do have a magic touch.

"Um, may we do it again?"

Of course, yes please...

that was amazing
yes, yes I'll squeeze

Oh wait, don't let go

I think I'm still 

~reacting~ 

We should make a note 

to go there again...

Wait, what?

You believe once is enough?

I think you're wrong!

I'd like to dispute...

 I think I'd like another
No, I know I want another
Lets get real close
touch me here
Oh yes for sure there
can you get closer still?

O'come on

I need you 

at least once more

Really, You give in?
I so enjoy the way you tease.

Am I that easy?

Oh, you're just enjoying what you've done!

Either way

What an amazing way

to "play" today!

Whisper to you

I don't whisper to you

so others can't hear.

I whisper so that my lips 

will bring you near.

I whisper 

so once you're near

I may know your desire.

Breathe in your lust.

share a tender moment 

of 

passion between us.

I whisper

so that I may see

that look in your eyes...

~eager

Yes, be eager.

For you will see

just how eager 

our passion can be

I'll press my lips to you

~a whisper too close?

It's just what we need

body heat

It burns from me

do you feel it too?

Then close your eyes 

and

Let me whisper to you

Try not to stare

I wonder

what would you do

If I asked to slowly undress you?

Standing there in a suit

so well dressed 

so refined...

I've already undressed you in my mind

I've imagined what that shirt

looks like on the floor.

What's underneath,

will I get to explore?

May I pretty please

trace the lines 

from 

the muscles in your neck 

to the bottom 

of your behind?

Oh, if you please,

just the thought

brings me to my knees.

Lets continue

lets move on

the pants you have

shouldn't be left on

I'll just un-button here 

un-zip down to there

let them fall

mmm, now there...

We are getting to the fun

we are almost there

silly me...

I'll try not to stare

I take that back

I promise nothing

I've brought you this far

Now give me something

I'll leave nothing to waste

lets finish the rest...

In under a second

I'll be out of this dress!

Fighting depression

Everyday, 

I live with depression.

In every way

I fend it off.

Some days it creeps up on me

Other days~

It hits me full force in my face

It's an all consuming darkness

It brings with it

pain and despair.

It engulfs my lungs

It pokes holes in my heart

Drains my soul.

Tells my brain

"You are worthless!"

It's as if I am fighting to close a door

But, depression is almost as strong as me

Somedays, it's stronger than me.

I'll hide away

So none can see

Just how much pain

Depression can be.

I don't want everyone to see

How really

small and insignificant 

I feel to be.

Dark spaces

Excuses drip from the walls thick as molasses

Lies cover the floor waiting to be believed

Shadows dance around the light 

that has snuck in through

broken windows.

Dust covers the frames that once held smiling faces

An echo of a child's laugh

floats through the air.

If not for the echo

There would be no sound 

anywhere.

The spiders and flies 

took their dance elsewhere

Even this place is too dark 

for them.

No soul left to fill the void

No whisper of any tenant 

at all.

This place they call Misery~

No one should want to be.

It tries to hold on to others 

It tries to belong

Misery loves company

"They say"

But no company would take Misery on!