Too much spent time...waiting

While you make your list of things to do:
People to see
Places to go
Where on your list do I go?

I know where I would like to be
But when I think of everything
When I see what you do
When I hear where you are
I know it's not to be
I'm at the bottom and that's not where I wish to be.

It's said to not make someone a priority
Who only sees you as an option.
Love gets in the way and I keep hoping
Hoping that one day you might see
Hoping one day will come
When you finally see I am better than anyone.

I see a future worth fighting for
I see a time where I wont want for more
I see happiness within me
I see a life where I can be free

Who wants to see this with me?
Who wants to be around me?
My expectations may be high
But, I deserve to touch the sky.

I've sat and waited to be seen
There is no more sitting around for me.
Keep up, catch on
I want to be the only one
You want to hold

Maybe once I'm just a memory
You will see
The best one for you
Was me?

You can't hide

 
You can smile and laugh
and play the part.
But I can see your broken heart.
 
It's behind your eyes
It's in your walk
It's the way you stand while you talk
 
The sparkle you have isn't as bright
Your light that shines
You have made dark.
 
You don't want me to see
You don't want me to know
But I see the side of you
You don't want to show.
 
Take a day or two and Feel.
Think of things that could have been
Ask yourself "why not me?"
Ask yourself "why not him?"
Give to the heart the time it needs
To understand the loss
To be able to grieve.
 
Don't hold a grudge or give in to hate
Life is full of lessons
and this is just another one.
 
You will find love in another
You will see hope too.
You will know happiness
Like two loving hearts should.
 
There is no perfect forever
There is no perfect "one"
There is the love between two people
That you just have to find...
 
A love stronger than forever,
A love too deep to hide
The love you will share together
When you look into each others eyes.
 
 
 
 
 
 


Spring is near

Spring is near
Yes, spring is near
That means good weather is almost here.
It's time to shake out the dust
Clean off the grime
What did the hedge hog say he saw this time?
 
OK, so it's raining and cold
And, we all know that's getting old.
April showers bring May flowers?
What brings the foliage I see now?
 
So, when the sun mixes with water
Do we know what happens then?
Lots of vehicles get bonked in the chin.
Just a hint and a thought
Planning now for those sunny days
When we can chase away the fog and haze.
 
They say:
Warm conditions can make you feel drowsy
Sunny conditions can cause a glare
Bright sunlight can reduce your visibility and make you see
Things that aren't really there.
 
So I say:
Get lots of rest and carry water
Have your eyes checked just to be sure
(It's not you it's them :)
You are the very best of safest drivers
For sure.
 
When it comes to the weather we can never be sure
How the car next to us is going to behave
Drive defensively
Be visable
Keep a car length between you and me
(or two)
And we shall all be happy campers
Driving along
Singing our own, in the car, happy song!