Frustration

I want you to like me.

But, I will understand when you don't

I want you to see me.

But, I will understand when you wont

I want you to be here for me.

But, I will understand when you can't

I want you to smile with me.

And, I don't understand why you don't

I want you to talk with me.

And, I don't understand why you wont

I want you to hear me again.

And, I don't understand why you can't

I want you to believe again.

And, I try to understand why you don't

I want you to laugh again.

And, I try to understand why you wont

I want you to be my friend. 

And, I try to understand why you can't

I want to no longer wonder why you don't see me

I want to no longer wonder why you wont talk to me

I want to no longer wonder why you can't be my friend

When I stop wondering will you want to talk to me again?

When I stop hoping will you want to laugh with me again?

When I stop believing will you want to be my friend?

All of Me

I want you to know that I want you...is that alright to say?

I need you to know that I need you...today and every day.

I have to show you how I feel or I'm afraid I'll just explode.

There's this feeling I get when I see you...no one else need know.

But, I want to tell you how I feel and show you just the same.

I want to give you everything and smother you with love.

I want to take you in my arms and squeeze you with tons of hugs.

I need to give you all my heart and show you what that means.

I have to give you all my love and everything in between.

For this is something I want to show you, and tell you, and do.

I want to give you all of me...and I hope you will give me all of you!

No one to blame

It's my fault, I know.

All my life I believed I walked in your shadow.

I imagined who you were

I made up who I wanted you to be.

I made you someone you couldn't see.

Any flaws I might have seen...
I looked away and continued to dream

Any mistakes you might have made...
I put the blame on me.

Was I to blame?

No one is perfect and I wanted you to be.

No one is invincible and that was all I could see.

The day I saw you as you are...

It wasn't the same any more.

But nothing could be the same

once I knew...

You couldn't love me too.

I am not to blame and neither are you
It wasn't meant to be
Between me and you

Moving on doesn't mean anger or hate
Means we knew enough about each other not to wait.

I want the best for you
I want the best for me too
Just because that wasn't us
Doesn't mean it's out of touch.

I'm not looking for perfect
I will be open to flaws
I will hope to see
The next love is all it can be.

No more waiting to find~
 A love that could never have been mine.