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I think I've lost something.
I felt that feeling 
something is missing
But I couldn't say
what?

I sat too long
 in hopes...
I would remember
just what 
had gone away.

I stood up
to walk around
that feeling of loss
wouldn't go away.

I stared out the window
hoping my mind
would reach out and find
~something

I tried to distracted my thoughts
by not thinking
"what could be missing?"

Maybe, it would find me.

That didn't work well.
The loss was heavy on my mind
I needed to know
"what have I left behind?"

It was like a black hole 
had filled the space 
where memories
had once been placed.

The struggle my thoughts 
put to my mind
made me wonder
was it me I had left behind?

I live in a world where my thoughts are my own
I haven't shared my dreams 
with anyone.

I've built a safe around my self 
where even I have no key.

Maybe the something I have forgotten
is 
me?



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