Chasing your dream

More than once

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Believing

Seriously speaking

is there any real meaning to 

the words I love you.?

For those watching, waiting, feeling

emptiness has sprung forth from the night

yet, during the light of day, a flower blooms.

They say there is someone for everyone

howbeit for one to never reach their brink to

never find their hearts desire...

for what is love if more than a feeling?

a courtesy in believing?

an avoiding of the loneliness

that taunts one through the night?

When the capacity does arrive

to unleash said web of lies

would one hold well

against the tow 

of the cheater?

Ah, the bliss of unfamiliar 

pleasured stares from eye to eye

feeling nothing yet seeing something

greed in the encounter?

lust from the divide?

For some the dance is well received

others wait to be chosen

but one reveries for a muse

then concludes their heart 

will never be stolen.

Wrapped within

I wouldn't want to be your coffee 

for fear I'd burn your lips

I wouldn't want to be the book you read

though you gently stroke the pages

with your finger tips

I would want to be your sheets

if I had one wish...

I want to be the one who you take off all your clothes for

and watch you crawl within

excited, soft and exposed

feel you rolling around and take me 

within your tight grasp

feel you tangle up with me

see your smile... 

so relaxed

I want to be the reason you tell all your friends

"I can't go out,

I'm all wrapped up within"

to see you so peaceful

to watch you smile

to know it is I

who warms you

for awhile

to feel your lips brush against me

to feel your heart beat

next to me

to know you sleep so gently

because of me

Ya, I wanna be your sheets!

In the shadows

Do you know how it feels 

to be

embraced by the shadows?

You think the fun is in the light?

but in the darkness

we are invisible

You don't want to see

what hides out in here

Takes a man without fear

to look beyond the light

and feel what hides

within the night.

In here there are no eyes to see.

in here no ears to hear.

steps taken so lightly~

sound swallowed

by silence

not wanting to be heard.

You wouldn't want to venture in

for fear it would consume you

The shadows hide behind open doors

they sneak up behind you

Don't turn 

you won't find them

the shadows 

find you.

Free me

There's a wall around my heart 

its been there for awhile~

It keeps me strong!

My wall fights off the fears

My wall fends off the tears

My wall

 keeps me from wanting...

My heart beats

for no-one 

but to keep the breath

within my chest

The scars are what I have 

to show

I was once 

 a fighter

I've beaten so many monsters

~alone

I've accepted this situation

as my own.

I've accepted 

how I got here.

My wall allows me to see

but no longer to feel

am I missing something?

No one stronger than I

has approached my wall,

and if they ever had,

they turned away too soon.

they didn't fight or ask to see

what a wall so tall could be hiding 

from all.

For no one has tried 

to break down my wall

to shine a light into the darkness.

for if they had

they just might see...

  A girl with a broken heart

waiting to be seen.

Oh my, Yes please

Oh my God, 

It's been awhile

Everywhere you touched

Screamed "Yes"

for Miles

My toes just curled...

Oh, you've done that before?

for me, that was new.

My legs haven't tightened so much

Really?
 you do have a magic touch.

"Um, may we do it again?"

Of course, yes please...

that was amazing
yes, yes I'll squeeze

Oh wait, don't let go

I think I'm still 

~reacting~ 

We should make a note 

to go there again...

Wait, what?

You believe once is enough?

I think you're wrong!

I'd like to dispute...

 I think I'd like another
No, I know I want another
Lets get real close
touch me here
Oh yes for sure there
can you get closer still?

O'come on

I need you 

at least once more

Really, You give in?
I so enjoy the way you tease.

Am I that easy?

Oh, you're just enjoying what you've done!

Either way

What an amazing way

to "play" today!