Hope for tomorrow

Her heart waits
Her soul cries
Her tears fall
Her love has died
She sits alone
She sits in the dark
Hoping to see...loves lost spark
It's not knowing
Never seeing
no more touches
that brings this pain
"Make me hate you"
she shouts to the walls
Anything is better, than nothing at all.
She hoped this love would always be
She wanted his eyes to always see
His ears to hear
His heart to beat
Because, she was what he needed her to be
The darkness holds her within its embrace
Covers try to warm her
Pillows catch her tears
She sleeps
Tomorrow this will make sense
Tomorrow there will be...
A he to love this she
Because, she is all
 She needs herself to be.

Don't lose heart

What is it you need to see me?
What is it I have that makes you need me?
You can hide, but you will always be found.
You can run, you can walk away; you can close your eyes.
But, when you stop running
You will hear me

You will feel everything you tried to run from.
You will want what you think you can hide from
You will ask "why" when you believe no one will hear you.
But, I will.

There are days when I will walk with you in silence
Then there will be days I will make myself known.
Of course it hurts
That's how you know we are one
That's how you know you are truly alive.

There can be no joy without sadness
There can be no happiness without pain
You appreciate...
When you know the cost of losing
You hunger...
When you feel that beat within you grow faster.

We are one you and I
You feel, because I exist.
You challenge, because I am strong.
You laugh when I breathe
You cry when I burn

Somedays, I know you hate me
Most days you are glad I am here
Don't ever say you are better with out me
One day all will become clear.
I am stronger because of you
You call me...heart.