When We Listen

I wonder what would you do If I ask to slowly undress you? Standing there in a suit so well dressed  so refined... I've already undressed you in my mind I've imagined what that shirt looks like on the floor What's underneath will I get to explore? May I pretty please trace the lines  from  the muscles in your neck  to the top  of your behind? Oh, if you please just the thought brings me to my knees. Lets continue lets move on the pants you have shouldn't be left on I'll just un-button here  un-zip down to there let them fall mmm, now there... We are getting to the fun we are almost there silly me... I'll try not to stare I take that back I promise nothing I've brought you this far Now give me something I'll leave nothing to waste lets finish the rest... In under a second I'll be out of this dress!

I think I've lost  something. I felt that feeling  something is missing But I couldn't say what? I sat too long  in hopes... I would remember just what  had gone away. I stood up to walk around that feeling of loss wouldn't go away. I stared out the window hoping my mind would reach out and find ~something I tried to distracted my thoughts by not thinking "what could be missing?" Maybe, it would find me. That didn't work well the loss was heavy on my mind I needed to know "what have I left behind?" It was like a black hole  had filled the space  where memories had once been placed. The struggle my thoughts  put to my mind made me wonder was it me I had left behind? I live in a world where my thoughts are my own I haven't shared my dreams  with anyone. I've built a safe around my self  where even I have no key. Maybe the something I have forgotten

A heart of glass  easily broken Lips tender beg to kiss Eyes moist tears holding on to fall Soft skin   wants to be touched Fingers unsure to reach for love Bright soul hiding behind dark walls Loving someone shouldn't be so hard.